Desired By Two Alphas: The Unwanted Luna

"Fuckkkkkkk.....“Happy 20th Birthday Sister.” I whispered, placing a white rose on my sister's grave and a tear managed to escape my eyes, “I still haven't stopped blaming myself for ten years Cyra, and I miss you so much.” Memories of what happened that night resurfaced in my head over and over again. My twin sister and I had gone out that night for a little run when we had newly gotten our wolves. It was me who wanted to take my wolf out for a run and I insisted she come along with me, but I had no idea it was going to be the most terrific night of my life,If I had known I would lost Cyra to a water cliff fall that awful night, I would never have chosen to go out for a run that night, and now I had to live with a deep scar that I was the one who killed my sister for the rest of my life,As soon as I heard the beeping sound of my phone, I snapped back to reality, turning off the alarm and tucking my phone back into my bag,It was time to leave because I didn't want to be caught here, to be caught in the dark hollow pack where my father had banished me ten years ago,As I walked towards the dark and lonely path, heading towards the gate, my father's words reverberated in my head,“It should never have been your sister who died, Sloane, it should have been youThose words were still very much fresh in my head, and they hurt so much more than it should as every year passed by. Not a day goes by I don't keep blaming myself for Cyra’s death and I knew with the stigma that my father had left in my mind, I was going to live the rest of my life thinking that I was useless, unwanted and always the second option out there.As I stepped out of the graveyard gates, I made my way for the narrow path that I had taken to come here. A path I had come to know would lead me straight to the human world where I had been hiding and taking refuge for five years since my father gave me out to a pack of rogues just so they could make me suffer even more.Two years ago, I learned that my father had died in an attack, and the pack now had a new Alpha, one I wasn't sure I wanted to meet. I knew my banishment could be uplifted by him, but just like my father has continuously rang in my ears ten years ago, I deserved it, I deserved everything for killing my sister.“Who's there?” I heard a loud voice roar from a distance, and I tilted my head back to see a few torches pointing my way from afar,“F*ck.” My heart raced in fear,I couldn't let anyone know that I was back to the pack. I was certain most of the pack members still hadn't forgotten me over the last ten years since I left the pack. Why would they when I killed my sister.As fast as I ran, I knew it would be impossible to outrun these wolves late at night with just my bare legs, and so the only option I had was to shift, and I couldn't afford them finding out that I was a wolf,“Let me out, Sloane, else we're going to be dead in no time.” My wolf, Tara, snapped in my head, trying so hard to let herself out so we could transform and run faster, but I was scared of taking the chances of people finding out what kind of wolf I was.I come from a very rare breed of white wolf, and since my mother was a white wolf, Cyra and I had also expected our wolves to be white, but shockingly when we both turned ten and had our first shift, it was just me who had a white wolf while Cyra had a brown wolf. Since my mother wasn't alive, no one could explain what that meant, but my father saw my sister as the special wolf and he grew very fond of her. Still I didn't mind because I loved my sister too and I believed he was only trying not to make her feel left out.“Sloane, let..me.out.” she yelled, while I fought hard and resisted the urge to let her out,“I'm not taking the risk, Tara. If they find out then the pack would know what we are, Tara.” I fired back at her, hoping to find somewhere I could hide, and if I didn't, then find a way to confuse the wolves who were chasing after me.“It doesn't matter because once we're dead, they're going to find out.” Tara muttered in my head,I knew what she was trying to do–let me lose focus on trying to keep her under control so she could take over and shift into her wolf, but that won't happen. I won't shift, even if I have to die,I hid behind a tree, panting from exhaustion,“I'm going to rip those wolves apart when I get my hands on them.” Tara whined inside my head, but I remained silent, not wanting to talk to her so I wouldn't get caught,“We lost her.” I heard one of the wolves say and I let out a deep sigh in relief. At least my plan was working. Now all that was left was for me to wait till they turn around and walk away from me,I continued waiting, my heart thudding in my chest as I waited patiently,“Let's leave.” Another voice echoed in the forest and I shut my eyes in relief,Hearing their footsteps as they marched away, I still waited patiently in my hiding spot“Wait, there's bloodstain here.”Sh*t! I looked down at my leg only to realize a cut. The f*ck*ng blood stain belonged to me and they were wolves. They would be able to smell me to my hiding place. I couldn't stay here, I had to run right now,“Sloan….”Before I knew what was going on, something hit my neck, and when I forcefully pulled it out, my vision slowly began to blur while holding the tranquilizer dart coated with wolfsbane in my hand,F*ck. I murmur to myself and heard in my weak state before passing out,“Grab the lady.”

I gently opened my eyes to find myself in a strange place, somewhere that I didn't recognize but I tried not to move because I was still hurting so much from the effects of the wolfsbane even though it was already out of my system. But, they couldn't know. No one could know that I can heal on my own without any cure. That was one of my special gifts, one of my wolf's abilities.

What is she? What do you think she is? A human?” I heard two voices around where I was while I pretended to still be asleep,

“I have no idea. Only the Alpha can tell. But it's strange, I've never seen her anywhere around the pack before. Do you think she's new here? Maybe a spy from another pack.” 

A loud gasp escaped the other lady's mouth, and I had no idea when I twitched my fingers a little,

“Did you see that? I think she moved a little.” 

I held my breath in as I listened to their footsteps approaching me, shutting my eyes at the same time,

“Do you think we should call