The Royal Omega

This is Felix Klein Ramirez. He's my boyfriend, and we've been dating for almost two years. We like green tea cakes and comics, which is why we're a good match and a couple. Felix was my senior at Miracle Academy, we met each other in a futsal match. He's a board member and he also like futsal. I'm comfortable with him all the time, but until now, He was my true soul mate. Tomorrow, I will prove it.

Tomorrow is my 17th birthday, my first transformation. I hope this is for the best. Even though everyone says that the first transformation will hurt. Because the monster harvester is trying to chase the young wolf.

My Mom always said they were lies. I hope my mom's words are true. Felix said the same thing, but he seems quiet lately. He refused to see me after school two days ago, I don't know what the reason behind her refusal is.

He refused to take me home yesterday when my tire blew off with little nails. He was acting weird every time I tried to borrow his phone to take a selfie.

I forced him to enjoy some shrimp balls at the cafe today. He drove me home. He stood in front of me without showing his cute cheekbones. He's going to be weird, even though our relationship has never been a serious issue.

I admit that he's weird now. He's turned into a different person than the first time we met.

"What's wrong, Babe?"

"Kate, we're right for each other anymore. Our relationship is fucked now," Felix said in an ambiguous tone.

His amber eyes look strange to me.

"But... I don't understand. Which one's messed up anyway?"

"I'm not comfortable anymore. You're acting like a baby, even though you're almost seventeen. You are childish,"

"Erm, what do you mean? You said it wasn't a problem", I asked in a hoarse voice.

"I admit it's no big deal, but you know that you're almost seventeen. You can't be a baby all the time." Felix is looking at me. "What's wrong with you? I don't know if I can do that anymore. I don't know what problem you're talking about, Babe."

I'm trying to make things more conducive, so I don't get into a silly fight with him.

Felix was sighing in despair. He's shifting his gaze to another object in front of us. He didn't want to stare at me for as long as he did before.

"Kate, how can you think our relationship isn't a big deal?" Ask him about Felix.

"I don't think so, our relationship is fine. You love me and I love you."

"No, I asked you. How did you always think that our relationship-" I punched, "Honey, what's wrong with you? Tell me why? What happened?"

Once again, he sighed but this time, he went deeper. He turned to me, grabbing my palm. His breath sounds like someone participating in a marathon contest.

"I was sending a message about our relationship. We can't be together because we're no longer compatible. I try to fall in love with you every day. I wish I had the same feeling as when we first met," Felix said with a strange gesture.

"Are you serious about that? You want to break up with me?" I asked him again.

Felix took a deep breath. "It's so hard to put into words. But yeah... Kate, we should break up."

"But why? What's a good reason to break up? We're comfortable with each other. We're as sticky as stickers. We've never had a big fight before. I can't change my personality if our biggest problem is my childish personality."

"Kate, please... you know that in a relationship. When you're different from your partner, you should leave."

"Can you answer my question? Do you love me?" I shot him with a sharp question.

"I love you but loving someone doesn't mean you have to be in a relationship with someone you love."

I sighed in despair. My chest feels tight and heavy. I diverted my gaze to another object. I never imagined being in this position. Felix wants to break up with me, even though he knows I still love him.

He texted me a few days ago about wanting to break up with me. I thought it was a joke because I haven't texted him since this morning. I sat on the iron bench, looking at him with sad eyes.

"I've been trying to fall in love with you again, Kate. I couldn't do that. My affection for you changed as if brother's affection for his sister."

"What kind of girl can make you fall in love so quickly?"

"Please don't accuse me of having an affair with another girl, because I don't love another girl at all." Felix defended himself and walked towards me.

He touched my hand gently and then explained what he was worried about. Felix worried about my first transformation. He's worried he's not my real mate.

I squeezed his hand for a moment and said I'm worried about him too. I explained to Felix that we could have a relationship, even though the Moon Goddess didn't write our destiny together.

Felix smiled and gently stroked my hair.

He was standing in front of me.

"I'm sure you're messing with me like last month. You're messing with me."

Felix shook his head, but he said nothing.

My mom opened the front door and looked at us in confusion. "What are you doing here? Kate, why don't you take Felix inside? It's so cold outside, you could get sick talking outside." she asked in a confused tone.

She's coming at us. Felix greeted her and apologized for bringing me home a little later than usual. I understand that. My mom took Felix to our home to enjoy a cup of rose tea or hot chocolate.

Felix shook his head, saying that he had to go home immediately because he was going to Elder James' house.

Felix and I looked at each other awkwardly.

"I understand you'll be part of the strongest wolf, right? Well, go home and get some rest." my mom smiled at him.

Felix nodded once more and then he rubbed my hair warmly as if our earlier conversation were a joke.

"Go to sleep, don't stay up late. See you tomorrow, Kate."

My heart throbbed at his words, but I had to laugh at his innocence.

"Felix, be careful."

Felix is snoring. He blinked.

I hugged him and whispered, "I hope this is a joke, tomorrow is a big day for me. I know you're lying, right? You're gonna screw me again like last month."

"You know that I never joke."

Lunchtime feels so empty right now, I’m sitting at the same table with my two close friends, Britney and Nina. The two of them had already found their partners, because they were indeed older than me.

“Have you found your mate?” asked Nina with a faint smile.

I nodded.

“Oh, my God, really?!” they both exclaimed so gladly.

“He rejected me, and I don’t know why,” I said.

“Who is he? Does he go to school here too?” Britney asked. I didn’t answer it and ignore it, but Nina already knew the answer.

“I thought it was because of Raflesia? Or Giselle? Lately they’re both close,” Nina sighed deeply.

“Felix?” Britney asked, making sure.“ But, aren’t you two dating already? How could Felix refuse you?”

“I don’t know.”

Nina and Britney looked at each other when they saw Felix and Giselle come out of a class while chatting. I sighed and stood up. I know maybe Felix and Giselle have a slightly special relationship because they are often togeth