Trauma Touch You

Sept. 28, 2004.

I am Elise, dreaming of a place that can make me happy. Like a bed made of soft feathers so that it feels very comfortable, like a fish pond filled with much fish, the spacious house has three strairs, has a large pool to go swimming and a good school. But, everything is just a dream that will never be achieved, because now I was only born from a poor family and have a younger brother who is two years old, both my parents are busy working, my mother said I have a grandmother who is an indigo and looks like a shaman, but I never met my grandmother, because mother said grandmother often traveled to other worlds.

“Elise, daddy has happy news for you!!”

Not usually, dad will come home this soon usually, he man with tons of work piled up. it's still half a day, usually daddy will be home late but why not today?

I went down the stairs and came to dad who was smiling happily with a small paper on his hands.

"What did dad bring?"

"Dad won the lottery and lo and behold, daddy won the grand prize!!"

"What's the grand prize?" I asked.

"Father got a luxurious mansion that has many luxurious facilities in it."

I jumped for joy, I didn't ask further how my father could get this lottery because it's not important, the most important thing for me right now is that I can fulfill my dream by having a luxurious mansion and luxurious facilities in it.

"This is so awesome!!”

I immediately jumped for joy and went to cook dinner, after that I would wait for mom to come home from work.

"Mom, dad won the lottery!"

Mom smiled, but she didn't look excited she only responded to this with a smile and came back to sit with us at the dining table to eat dinner.

"We're moving tomorrow."

I was surprised, seeing mom who looked surprised when dad said that we would move into the mansion tomorrow.

"Does it have to be that fast?"

"Mom, aren't you happy that Dad won the lottery?"

Mother just smiled "I'm happy, but isn't this too hasty by moving tomorrow?" mom keeps taking out her alibi.

"But, the sooner the better."

My mother was silent for a while she continuing her dinner, I returned to feed my little brother dinner.

"Is there something they are keeping secret from me?" I could only ask myself because I was too worried that they would hear me and I would be blamed by them.

"What's wrong Elise?"

I just smiled and shook my head when dad asked me, dad seemed to be more aware of my weirdness seeing my parents.

"Is there something that confuses you, Elise?"

I just smiled and shook my head even though it was very It's not clear, I feel strange with my parents.

"Okay, if you don't want to say Elise."

“AI have to continue my work in the room, thanks for the dinner."

I don't understand, since my mom is working she looks more like a stranger to me and dad, she like not my usual mother.

“Elise, you should finish your dinner.”

I smiled and nodded and finished my dinner.

“A would you really not like it if we moved out of this house?”

I walked closer to my mother's room, heard a voice like a grown man they sounded like they were talking.

"is she have to work in the room? Why not in the main room, to make it more comfortable?”

I walked away into my room to go to sleep, I laid down and closed my eyes.

Last night, I felt a very good sleep making my body fresh in the morning. the most enjoyable sleep because I had a very beautiful dream. I live in a luxurious mansion that can make anything I want come true, whatever I want I can easily get because of that mansion.

"Elise, let's go."

I saw mother who was already in the car, seen from her face, she didn't like it when we all left our house.

"Mom, are you tired from working all night?"

"No."

My mother only answered my question briefly making me sit back in silence in my father's old car and stare out at the mountain scenery which looks very beautiful. Our former home was away from the city center but the mansion we were going to live in now was in the city center.

"Already arrived, Elise come on."

My father brought all the things that were in the car. I saw my mother who was just sitting quietly in the car with her eyes staring straight ahead as if she didn't want to leave the car.

"Mother?"

Mom turned to me with a look her eyes who looks confused and also sad.

"What is it?" I asked.

Mom just shook her head, she holding my hand tightly, the two of us walked into the gate of the mansion, I saw the four bodyguards who had been standing in front of the gate upright and their lips all smiling widely, it felt very strange.

"Why does it look strange like this?" I asked.

I saw my mother staring at the luxurious mansion with a worried and scared look. Shouldn't a wife be happy if she is given a luxurious mansion like this?

"Mom, let's go inside."

Mother was just silent and we entered the mansion, seeing how large the mansion that will be ours from today, the mansion has three floors, a luxurious dining room, a large fish pond, a large swimming pool with very clear water and a beautiful garden. very large a park that has an arena for playing.

“Welcome, elise!!” dad smiles, he picked me up and led me around the mansion.

"You are happy?" I smiled and nodded happily.

"Very happy, thank you father."

Seeing the father who was very cheerful and the happy smiles that filled the spacious room of the mansion made the strange feeling that was in the mansion disappear.

"Tonight, do you want to eat something?"

I nodded enthusiastically and mentioned the food I wanted.

"Okay, dad will make it for you. We have to celebrate our transfer to this mansion."

I saw my father excitedly going into the kitchen using an apron to cook, then my gaze shifted back to my mother, just silently staring at the entire mansion from place sit.

"Mom, why are you just silent?"

"We'd better get out of here before sunset. Come on, dear. Come with me.”

"Mom, what's wrong with you? why does mom look like she doesn't like it? Dad bought this for you mom, why didn't you feel that happiness at all?"

“He not your father, dear.”

I laughed out loud hearing mother speak with her gaze serious and face who was pale with fear.

"Come on, we have to get out of here soon."

Of course, I refused my mother's invitation to leave this place. this mansion and all the contents in it, just like what i want, it's a miracle for me that i can't just leave just because my mother is paranoid.

"Mom is too paranoid."

Mother was surprised to hear me speak rudely to her, because I never say harsh sentences, so this is the first time I speak rudely to her because I don't want to let go of this dream mansion of mine.

"Elise, let's eat." Take my father.

"come on!"

I saw that my favorite food was all available on the dining table, all the food I wanted, I immediately ate my favorite food with enthusiasm.

"Thank you dad."

"You like?"

"I really like." I smiled happily and went back to