Author Unique

I hate Lucas very much, even though he is my brother's best friend. Everyone else looked at Lucas and saw a righteous gentleman. But all I looked at him and saw a malicious, self-righteous jerk. I had proposed my feelings to him whom I had fallen in love with the moment I set my eyes on him. However, he had crushed my feelings and went abroad the next day. Now, he's back and undeniably, I couldn't believe that my heart still beats for the man who had crushed me so hard after several years. Can I let go of the love I had for him or it seems like it has come to stay?