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My name is Dayana Robles, I have 40 years old, I am a very prepared and confident woman. I have a beautiful 20 year old son who is special as he is deaf-mute with significant mental deficiencies, but he is very intelligent. From me, my son learned to cook and helps me with all the household chores. The most painful thing for me was when he was born and it wasn't until he was six years old that he learned to walk, and of course, not being able to hear, he did not have the coordination to learn to walk quickly like a normal child.

Since he was very young, at the age of 6, until now, at the age of 20, he has been studying at a special school where he is taught very well and the teachers treat him excellently well. I do not live with my son's father, but he helps me a lot with his support, his studies, and also takes him every other weekend. I work as a secretary at a public preschool, and have been working at my school for 20 years now, learning many things along the way.

My father passed away approximately 20 years ago, and his absence has hit me hard as I was very close to him. I suffered greatly when my father passed away, but I am thankful that my mother is still alive, and I am making the most of my time with her before God takes her as well.

I am very insecure because of my mother, as she does not let me be happy. She was the reason why my father left home, and I will never forgive her for that. I am desperate for attention from others, and I need my partner by my side, the man I met who satisfies me and fulfills my desires as a woman. My current partner, the man I desire so much, fulfills me as a woman, and my mother will do everything possible to keep me away from him. My mother wants me to be alone, but I do not share that idea.

I have been living in my mother's house for 33 years, since I was just a 7 year old girl when I moved with my mother, father, and four siblings to a small town where the neighbors are very kind. Over time, I have seen many things, studied, and prepared myself, and now I am fighting to be better every day and help my neighbors as much as possible.

I am very proud to work as a secretary here at the preschool where I once studied. It is a great privilege to go from being a student to being a worker in the same place, doing what I love as a secretary and sometimes helping my coworkers. When teachers are absent for errands, I help them with the children, which is a beautiful and wonderful job of teaching young children between 3 and 5 years old, where they discover many things in this world.

I love that innocence and innocence of them, with them you can work in a world where there is no evil, only goodness and innocence of those beautiful beings like these children.

After studying in elementary school, I prepared myself by studying at high school where I graduated as a graduate, I studied at the university for 5 years, and now I can proudly say that I have a degree in administration with a focus on material and financial resources.

I have had many obstacles in my life and I have overcome them. My university classmates and I graduated with honors, my professors are my best friends who have helped me and supported me at all times, I will never forget them as long as I live.

I have four siblings: three girls and one boy, and all 4 of them are also graduates from universities, they have degrees and have obtained doctorates and master's degrees in what they have studied. One of them is a secretary at another elementary school, another is a secretary at a high school, and the other is a preschool teacher. My sweet younger brother, 35 years old, also graduated from university, is a language teacher who speaks 4 languages: Spanish, which is his mother tongue, English, French, and Mandarin. He has three children, two beautiful boys, and a lovely girl, and he works at one of the best universities in the country, in Caracas. In short, the five of us are professionals.

My older sister has two children, one 14 years old and the other 8 years old, another of my sisters has two children, one is six years old and the girl is 12 years old, a beautiful teenager who is starting her studies in high school.

My fourth sister also lives with her husband in a beautiful apartment, my third sister has no children but adores her nieces and nephews, and my brother has three children in his apartment, besides buying near where I am living but in another municipality. Another of my sisters, the one without children, lives in her small house. My older sister and I live in the same place.

As I mentioned before, my father passed away, my mother moved to another house in another municipality with three of my siblings, and I stayed with my older sister in my mother's first house. In this house, which has two floors, my older sister lives upstairs with her two children, and I live downstairs with my son, hoping to one day have my own home.

 My older sister, who lives with me in my mother's house, is also Venezuelan, and he is in Peru working. He is doing very well and we talk on the phone every day.

He tells me to come with my son to work and progress there, starting from scratch. He doesn't want me to work with him in the slaughterhouses where they slaughter cattle and other farm animals.

He suggests starting with simple things like selling coffee and arepas because I have told him that I am facing a lot of struggles here in Venezuela due to the devaluation of the currency and the country's debts.

In addition to the legal currency, the country also uses dollars for transactions. I am seriously considering taking the risk and going there to see how things go. My plan is to stay for 2 to 5 years if things go well, to save up and buy my own house, and also to help my mother with her medication expenses.

I was also thinking of leaving at the end of May next year, after sorting out my papers, I will go to my boss to hire a replacement so I don't lose my job, while I go to another country to look for a better quality of life.

We are in the month of November 2020, waiting for the month I love so much, which is December, the time when the whole family gathers to celebrate Christmas. I really like Christmas, it is a time of year when we gather as a family to talk, share, the only moment when we can all get together and share our experiences. Our children also gather to wait for their gift from the Baby Jesus.

It is also my idea to celebrate this Christmas with my family because I don't know if I will return in December next year after I leave at the end of May 2021. I hope that everything will go well there and that I can reunite with my partner who is waiting for me. I ask God to protect and take care of him and then make all my preparations when I go to Peru to try my luck.

My mom does not like the idea of me going to work in another country to look for better opportunities where I can improve my quality of life and help her with her medications because it is difficult to find the medications she needs for her blood pressure and to control her heart attacks that are becoming stronger. She thinks I will not do well there and that something bad could happen to me. I tell her, mother, don't be stubborn. I am well enough prepared to face any situation and I will not be alone because my partner will be with me through thick and thin. She also does not want me to take my son with me.

My husband and life partner's name is Raimundo Sifuentes, he is also a professional, but in nursing, and while he adapts well there and is working as a laborer in an animal slaughterhouse and he does not lose hope in working in a hospital there and being able to practice what he likes the most, which is nursing, he has been there for a year and a half and I miss him a lot.

Here in Venezuela, we had two years of living together as a couple, until he got the opportunity to go and thrive so far away in an unknown country like Peru, and he wants me to go with him and of course I will not leave my son alone here in Venezuela I know that my family can take care of him but it is not the same being with him taking care of him as it is with my own family.

My partner of live Raimundo Sifuentes, is an incomparable person, very kind, his family and I get along very well and I am very happy to be his partner he is a very special man to me and I am very sure that we will move forward together.

Life is not easy in another country, as they tell me, but I know and I am sure that I will succeed alone and with the help of my partner being far away with him we will make a good team where we will not give up, we will rise together, helping and supporting each other without giving up, my mom does not like the idea because how can you dare to go to another country where you do not know anyone you do not know their customs there so you are going to have a hard time with your child leave him here with us we take care of him while you go alone because you alone can defend yourself while with your child you are tied and you will not be able to do anything.

In the midst of all the worries and dilemmas I am facing at the moment, I know I must make a decision that will change the course of my life and that of my son. Despite the difficulties and fear of the unknown, I know I must have faith in myself, in my partner and in life itself to embark on this new path towards a better future. Moving forward, fighting for my dreams and doing whatever it takes to ensure the well-being of my family is my main motivation at this time. Despite the doubts and fears, I am ready to take the leap and face any challenges that may come my way.

As I reflect on the situation and the words of my mother, I understand her concern and fear that something bad may happen to me in a distant and unknown country. However, I also know that I need to seek new opportunities and horizons in order to provide a better quality of life for my family, especially my son. I know the journey will not be easy and there will be obstacles and challenges ahead, but I am willing to face them with courage and determination.

My partner of live, Raimundo, has provided me with unwavering support and together we have built a strong relationship based on love, trust, and mutual collaboration. I firmly believe in our potential to overcome any adversity that comes our way in this new chapter of our lives. Despite the difficulties I may face, I am confident that with the love and commitment we share, we can build a bright and promising future for our family.

I will bid farewell to my country with nostalgia and melancholy, but also with hope and determination to achieve my dreams and goals in this new environment. My heart is filled with excitement and anticipation for what the future holds for us, and I know that, with effort and dedication, we can achieve everything we set out to do. I am ready to embark on this new adventure and face the challenges with courage and optimism, knowing that each step we take will bring us closer to the realization of our desires and the well-being of our family.

It's December already, and Dayana and her sister arrive at their mother's other house.

"Hello, mother, blessings to you, how is you? My sister and I have come to spend Christmas with you and my other siblings, all together as a family." - Says Dayana.

(Mariana, Dayana's mother): "God bless you, daughter. I am so happy that you two are here, and it brings me great joy that my five children are here with me celebrating this beautiful and important holiday. It's the time and the only date I can see all of you together. During this time, sharing family traditions and transmitting the importance of giving and receiving love, being supportive, nurturing the spirit, and enjoying the little things in life become the best gift we can offer to our loved ones. It is a time to renew faith in God, love others, and uphold love and peace. It is essential to share values with our children and teach them that happiness is not only found in gifts and material presents."

“Mother, you